Emo?

... I dont think so.

So much of going the extra mile just for you... Always being the one initiating, or else I wouldn't even know what's going on with you or how could I help. Without realising it, I've been doing these for years!

Time, effort, $$$ --- Sometimes I wonder, am I doing all these in vain?

Not that I'm asking for a repay or what. Way no! But, it takes two hands to clap right?

I'm tired, I really am. If only you know, and understand. If only you see the light. I doubt you will, anyway.

Who am I in your life la?

I know! Just another small soldier in the chess, so to speak. Period.