just saw some of the old pictures posted up by a once-used-to-be a quite close friend to me.

the pictures definitely brought back good (and bad) memories. we used to hang out together, doing things together, sharing with one another but i dont quite see that anymore. worse still, the discomfort feeling

partly its my bad. i think i really have quit putting effort in the friendship when i dont see much responses from the other party. it may be fine for the beginning, but it grew quite tiring with time. when you tried pressing on to something that may not work.

to let go or not to? was i even doing the right thing from the beginning? to move on with life or to hope that things will get back to be like before?

i guess the answer is, go with the flow. but wait, effortlessly?