Shrek!

Movie day with Jay and her bestie (btw what's her name again ah?) today. Shrek 3!

I was the only one who was so excited while the other two just give the okay-la look, as they haven't watched the part 1 and part 2 of Shrek holding on to the believe that Shrek is some kind of kiddy show? Oh, thats just so wrong right?

Besides the jokes and creativity with words (i like!), watching this actually taught me things and they serve as great reminders.

As we all know, many a time we tend to take people around us for granted. We take our family, our loved ones, our friends for granted especially when life goes so mundane and routine? Thats when we wished that we could be like before, that we wouldn't need to be committed, do things freely and as we wish, and be our old-selves?

We tend to mutter under our breath, complaining bout stuffs. It is only when we lose them, then only we'd learn how to treasure and appreciate them. Thats when regrets would come flooding in, and the word if only kicks in.

So friends, I now declare that I wanna treasure everyone around me and would not take things for granted. Give me a nudge if I don't. Some of you who are entitled for hugs from me, claim them okay! (:

p/s: Buddy, this applies to you too k. I really hope this buddy-ship doesn't end in July *fingers-crossed*

In Sync.

its unique how important it is when our heartbeat has to be in sync with our pulse and breathing mechanism. if they don't, our body will go haywire and might shut down.

usually during a heart transplant, the donor's heart would usually be placed in an ice box to freeze and keep the heart until it reaches the recipient's body.

the cardiac muscles of the transplanted heart will contract and relax but the rhythm of the donor might differ from the recipient's. thats where and when the transplanted heart would spend some time in there (recipient's), trying to tune in and be in sync with the rest of the organs, contracting and relaxing in a sync-ed rhythm in order for the transplanted patient to survive and grow strong

as for now, i know just because we haven't hung out as much as before and causes our heart to not beat at the same frequency as before.

i promise, in no time, i'd try my best to place mine next to yours again

to sync them and there we'd be back in sync soon

lets do this together, shall we?

sometimes i hope that i can turn back time.

i secretly wished that your soul could be with me to witness everything of everyday of my life.. and that you could see it for yourself what has been happening. and not by you hearing from the third party.. i believe no one would bad-mouth me but hearing a different version of stories can definitely create different (or maybe wrong) impressions.

i dont like this cold silence without me knowing whats really going on. at least, let me know.

i secretly wished that there's cctv in life that i could rewind pause and play to see what has been going on.

what i afraid most is to lose you, this friendship, and i really wanna protect it if i could.

i've been really transparent to you, and i hope you can see my heart through and through, nothing but a genuine friendship to you.

it hurts alot.

anyway there's nothing much i can i do right now but to hope and to pray. with time, i hope clearer pictures can be seen

i really miss you!